A rare pissy post from your weblady: reader be warned. I don't know how many folks get rather depressed at Christmas, but I am one. Too many bad, sad ones in my past. This was going to be "ok" but now it is a sad one. Significant Other has head up butt, and knows it, but is "confused". Unfortunately we were/are best friends, outside the "relationship". So it is a special loss to both of us.

There was so little going for this household, with no time or money for the Day coming on. No decorations up, no gifts bought, but a hope that maybe two days before I'd get a tree up and find some inexpensive gifts. Now, I just don't know how I am going to find the strength to "get Christmas on" for my family, when I've been kicked in the gut. I'll prolly leave this post on a day or so and then delete it. But I wish I could delete a tear in my heart so easily as a mere post. We'd planned a vacation together in January, since we live far apart. Now, I guess I'll look for something somewhere to go and do alone. Hey, maybe I'll feel better by then.

Hey, I do wish all of you and friends dear a good and peaceful holiday time. It helps when you hope for joy in the lives of those near and dear.

Peace, Love and Hugs,
cobalt